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Shining Light, Even in Death
A year has passed. Time is a funny thing. 2022 was simultaneously such a long year and, yet, I’m still in disbelief that it has already been a year. Every day since my mom passed, I would think to myself: “A year ago she was still here with us. A year ago we were doing… Continue reading
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Recurrence and Choice
“And here we go again.” I thought that to myself a few months ago now. I could feel it coming on: that uneasiness, the loneliness, the extreme anxiety, the fear, the need to hide from life, and the thoughts of, perhaps, not needing to be here anymore. Two years after getting off anti-depressants, I was… Continue reading
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The View from the Floor
Over the past 8 years, as I’ve gone through various bouts of depression, I had found that one of my biggest warning signs of things getting worse was when I started noticing the view from the floor. This view has had a few incarnations: The view of staring up at the same spot on the… Continue reading
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Eye Gazing
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World Mental Health Day
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Woman Poetry
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The Night We Met
I had all and then most of you Some and now none of you… Two years have gone by. For August 5th, my calendar simply reads “The Worst Day.” It’s the anniversary of my worst day. The day we met… I drove a lot that day, despite having been at work in the office all… Continue reading
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Meaning…
I started this weekend thinking that I had no meaning to my life. I felt so unaccomplished and feeling like my life means nothing. It felt like if I did not exist, nobody would really have any changes in their lives; as if I had not affected anyone. What brought about these types of thoughts?… Continue reading
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One Year Later
Well it’s been quite a while since my last post (as always). It’s almost midnight now so I’m going to write a quick post because I really do need to get to bed. So one year ago today (April 23rd), I was in the hospital for the kidney donation surgery. That was such a long… Continue reading
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Goodbye Forever, Facebook
Today I’m just going to talk about random topics that are all over the place (Yeah, I know, nothing new). FacebookI have been off of Facebook for six months now. Six whole months! I remember that day in August, when I was looking through my news feed and seeing so many complaints and drama about… Continue reading
About Me
Overly sarcastic | Techie | Often lost in my thoughts | Slowly getting better at life | Don’t seem to tweet enough | Playing games as jnabisco1
Julio's Musings 